Thatness

from X by Avail

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lyrics

My demon once foetal, now may cease to be, or swallow me whole in a pit of flames.
I push to let it die, but do I or do I not? I toss the coin and ponder my potential loss.

The salt seeps in my open wounds as the rebirth of mutual destruction comes.
Persona is vacant, mind is blank, ash am I? I cease being my own hell, as my devil leaves me.

It takes all of me to watch myself leave; I’ve never felt so bold.
The soil’s eating me alive. My devil’s rid of me and now I either live, or I’ll burn.

He burns, she burns, we burn, I burn.

...and emerge from the ashes in one piece.

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from X, released November 22, 2014

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Avail

Avail was founded in 2009 by Perennial, who was 13 years old when he started the project.

In 2022 Avail became a duo, featuring a leading guitarist, Vonlaust.

Vonlaust's bandcamp: vonlaustmusic.bandcamp.com ... more

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discography

Starborn

Apr 2024
Avail

Jan 2024
In Sunless Lands of Perennial Nocturns

Oct 2023
To Morrow

Aug 2023
The Great Unhealing

Apr 2023
RETVRNER

Feb 2023
Báthory In Ruin

May 2017
The Jester

Jul 2015
X

Nov 2014
From Doldrums to Delight

Sep 2014
Noita

Jun 2010

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